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I made 5+ new year's resolutions for 09.

1. is a secret
2. learn to be ambidextrous
3. be more focused
4. buy more furniture
5. cut negative shit out of my life.

SO FAR SO GOOD.


there's more but I mostly forget. 09 baby. this is my year. this new year's I was drinking champagne in a basement & really thinking hard. I dunno what it is. election or personal life or world or what. but I felt like this is the year. the year for...? I can't say. but it feels like a changing sort of year. it was this weird suspended feeling, & my throat got tight, & I watched the fireworks thinking, it's changing. it's over. it was chilly & weird & I've never felt so strange on new year's before. it was always a screw off celebration, but this year there was some funky significance attached to it. maybe it comes with being older or maybe it comes from the state of my life. but I felt it, man. no, for real.
no more fightning. no more struggles. no more confrontations, feeling guilty; no more upset stupid thinking blaming, etc. it's time to get real.

2009 I will be 23. even that has some significance. maybe I should go back to bed.




last night I made cinnamon crusted greek chicken. explosions of flavor! I felt like I was eating at the olive garden, only... greek.

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wer3wolph
Jan. 14th, 2009 07:10 pm (UTC)
ha ha haaaaa that's what she said.



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